1-29-10
James booked our fair to Tahoe, Nevada. I am very excited and very nervous. Ethan and Kloey have talked about skiing since last spring. They both ask all the time to go skiing in the snow! Yes Miss Kloey remembers. she just thought it was the greatest. I have to revamp my working out. my knee has been bothering me again and I intend to ski. i will take it easy on the bunny slope. I got brave last year and went on the blue mountain. That was a bad idea. I can’t wait to see how good Ethan will be this year! Last year, his first time ever, he was doing jumps and twisty turns and stops! it is going to be so fun. minus the plane ride. Those that know me. Pray for me. James will be on his own. I will be masking my fear and anxiety of the ear pain behind what ever meds my doctor gives me! they better be good! 
. I hate to fly. but the drive was at least a 30 hour drive one way! I wanted to be selfish and drive for the sake of my ears, but no!! I was vetoed! so I will be useless.
2-9-10
Now it seems that my hernia has to be fixed right away. (as per my Dr.) Never mind I have had a cough and a cold for 3 weeks. already had to reschedule it once. Really! From one thing to another! I should know more in another day.
